●Attachment
As much as i wanted it,attachment has ended off pretty well,jus the previous few days where all sorts of problems just rise.Everything rounded off just so fast today,and i wonder if its the last of which i would be going there...
Nope
Because i promised i will go back and help out during the holidays,not everyday luckily,just to help Shawn out when he needs help.At least there would be pay,at least i would still get my rest after working so long.
The 2 months and a week spent with the people over there were fine,they were nice people.The time over there were sometimes fun,sometimes frustrating.The first 2 or 3 weeks was somehow tough for me.I had to do something i never did before,i had to shoulder huge responsibilities,if i did wrong i had to find a way out myself,i had to learnt alot of things in a short while,at times,i dont work well with my partner.And working at a place just opposite school really dosent help.I just missed school more.The truth was not once or twice,but frequently during that period of time,i really wanted to went back school and tell the teacher i wanted to quit.I had to get use of the environment,i had to get use to everything fast,and at least i could,after a few weeks.I had to travel around most of the time,and do jobs alone.It was more like a loner's job,a job that probably does or yet dosent suits me after all.
I didnt tought if i would miss that place,but i know ive learnt alot of things,not only knowledge but also mentally.At least its over now,for the moment,i wouldnt say i will wash off everything for there.But i wouldnt want to remember the tough times over there.Hmmm,i wonder if the people over there would miss me,heeheee.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere