●Peace
WeeeHeeee!!!
I realy love my new lappy lah!!!!
Hahhha,but i guess,ill soon get bored with it probably,like i always have with new things.
Anyway,today was fun,im lazy to type out happenings,so i'll just summarise,
REAL FUN,i relly enjoy being wih you people man!!
Haha,what the heck,its just pure laziness....
Blah blah blah
Peace!!!!!
Sigh,i dont really like what im doing now,probably what happen before realy robbed my confidence and all,after all,im still a gutless little boy,maybe....
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Be yourself.
Hmmm,just so you know
I am who I am
Sometimes its difficult to even judge yourself,coz you dont know where your place in others,and when you know it,its either you feel happy about it,or you get hurt totally.Thats because sometimes you would already have known where you stand in them,yet sometimes you only expect where you belong yet reality you are not.
In any case,i think i shouldnt care about anything now,because Im just me,i wont be able to replace anyone,and i need not as well.So being yourself is probably the best way to stay out of trouble anyway,after all,we arent living for someone else,just yet....
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Muahahaha
Yahooo!!
I got a new lappy,yup,own personal lappy,finally!
And that's what i wanna say,MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Theres alot more actualy,i just dont wanna speak already,its all too late to begin with.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Your goal
Few days ago when Mr Sam delivered his last speech before he left ITE,it was some 20mins that made me think,what is gonna happen in the future.
He said alot meaningful stuffs to us,he was an ITE student,he said he knew our feelings,he knew what we are going through or going through.He told us,he was from a class full of deliquents,and he was one of them,skipped classes,not doing work and stuffs,and the only road he could went was ITE.But it was his last sentence that really shaked me
"
Know what you want to do in life,Know your goal in life,and keep walking towards it"
Thats what he told us,he knows what he wants in his life,thats what make him there now,from a deliquent to an instructor,and hes not gonna stop,hes leaving to work in the industries.Good luck Mr Sam.
Yet,im still here wandering around,like i said before,i dont really know what is it excatly i want.Im not pursusing my dreams now,i dont even know if i could.Sigh,i wonder if i could find the purpose of my life.It seems like im keep falling and falling instead of climbing back up.If only it was that simple,i could do whatever i want,it would be whole lot easier right.
And,it seems people around me are having troubles lately,im not a good speaker,but i can be a good listerner.Sometimes,people
DO need peoples help,but i know some things couldnt be spilled out easily,i really know,because there are things i wanted to but never able to speak,so yeah,just so you now,im here.
It seems i have everyone yet i have no one....
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Tired uh!
Argh....im tired,so tired,of everything,everything.Let me sleep forever can.
Damn,todays phrase test killed me,really wondered what will happen without my friends man,they are the ones always helping me out in class,and i really struggle without them sia.Sigh,things are goint too fast man,way too fast.
Another thing,ive heard enough of people saying ManUtd are lucky,come on,if they were lucky in the first half they would have scored 3 or more.Allright Chelsea dominated the 2nd half,but arent their goal lucky enough,they might have struck the post twice,but they only have 1 pathetic shot on target,so please dont blame it on luck that they lost,they just didnt take thier own chances.And dont put in the sending off too,what did we do to make a bunch of Chelsea players come running,and Tery even spit Tevez,you got your reward by missing the penaly.
When Manutd win on penalties people say its lucky,when AC Milan win on penalties against Juventus they deserved it,when Liverpool win they deserved it,everything but ManUtd,come on,whats this.Its getting on my nerves already.No matter what i believe Manutd deserved it,they fought their way to the final staying unbeaten.
The only thing left me dissapointed was Park not even being on the bench,he should have at least been there after his performances against Roma and Barcelona.And,Ronaldo if you wanna leave you can just leave,you can go Real Madrid or any clubs,just like my bro said,no player is bigger than club.A player can win a game,but a team win a Trophy,so if you wanna go just leave and stop talking all those "I dont know" shit.
Ok,im not angry,i just dont understand why.Respect is what i just want to see,so please,dont say this kind of things.
And,i tink im hating him more and more,why..
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Seeing Stars
Midnight soon
Sky is dark
Moon is round
But where are the stars
I haven seen stars up the skys for real long,cant even remember the last time either.Probably Singapore night is just too bright for the stars to show up.It'll be nice if our
night are really night,yup,those pitch dark nights where the moon and stars shine our room.Hmmm,aint gonna happen,hahah.Sunsets/Sunrise too,haven witness them since 10,and it was in Aussie,if only we had a nice beach here as well,i'd camp there everyday,heehee.And,i couldnt even find one nice place i could lie down and face the sky,that wide blue sky,i'd love to soar in it someday.
Anyways,falling in love with Click Five,it was only Jenny and Mary Jane at the start,but then came Happy Birthday,Flipside and now Long way to Go.Dang regretting not going for the concert now,wonder if they will come again.
Freaking weather been so hot,and being in class didnt matter too,that's why i said air-con repair uncle is always in school.Seriously need ice cream to cool me down,maybe Snow would be hell lot better,and even tough i hate rainy days,please rain soon.
Lastly,Manchester United
WILL win the Champions League later,yes,its that believe again :P
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●HeeHee
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000unlimited times HuiMin for lending your phone!!!!
I'll defenetly rememeber your kindness!!!!
Anyways,im starting to
like back school again,lessons are
OK,the fun things is im still having fun,and then i still have those litle group from IT1D who are always amusing me,heehee.
The sad things is that im still not sure about what to do for my final project,and im just 2-3 weeks aways frm the end.And that next term is attachment really makes things worse,sigh,so many things to do,so little time.
And one last thing,I WANNA DRIVE!!!!
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Quotes
Just some nice quotes i came across
"I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it."
Charles M. Schulz
"A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down."
Arnold H. Glasow
"Without wearing any mask we are conscious of, we have a special face for each friend."
Oliver Wendell Holmes
"The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time."
Mark Twain
"What we have done for ourselves alone dies with us; what we have done for others and the world remains and is immortal."
Albert Pike
"The most I can do for my friend is simply be his friend."
Henry David Thoreau
"True friends stab you in the front."
Oscar Wilde
"We all dream; we do not understand our dreams, yet we act as if nothing strange goes on in our sleep minds, strange at least by comparison with the logical, purposeful doings of our minds when we are awake."
Erich Fromm
At the other end,
If wounds take time to heal,do you just leave it,or put on a bandage.......
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Announcement
Ping pong pooong pong!
Announcement 1
Man utd are the champions!!!!
And we are heaing to Moscow for the double,get lost Chelsea!!!!
Announcement 2
Todays 6th month since Granny left,no wonder ive dreamt of her and been missing her.
How are you Granny,everyones doing quite well.
Announcment 3
I think its better now,way better,weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
even tough its still hurting and saddening
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●BELIEVE
Just one more hour,and Manutd will be kicking off thier final league game,1 that decide if they will be the champions,and Im pretty sure they will,i have the believe in them.Manu are definetly a better team than Chelsea,regardless or team sprit,team work,quality or playing style,just look at the stats,we have scored the most and conceeded the least.And not only that,i believe as well,the Champions league will be ours for the taking.
And of course
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!
COME ON MANCHESTER UNITED!!!!
Im not gonna care about anything anymore,im just leaving things like that,coz im me,and i wont be able to replace anyone..
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Felt Lighter?
I haven been quite happy lately,or probably i haven been happy for quite sometime.But after today walkabout,i realy did felt lighter,its been so long since i went and walk arund singapore alone,the last time was probably few years back when i flunked my Os.Sometimes its really good to relieve youself in different ways.And ice cream was the best choice for me,weeeeeeeeeeee.
At least those burdens have been gone for now,it was really nice to have been to places i haven been to and haven for a long time,you guys should try it sometime as well,hah.
Now,the list just gets longer,
I want to go Zoo
I want to go Science Centre
I want to go Discovery Centre
I want to go Snow City
I want to go Bird Park
I want to go Airport AGAIN
Sorry Jojo for rejecting your invitation twice already
Sorry Xinlong for ditching you
Btw,Air Stewardess really made my day today,heehee.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●I still miss you...
When i dreamt of you last night,holding your hand like i used to when helping you move around,and that smile of yours looking at me,i knew you were missing me,and of course everyone.Its been quite sometime already,but still,i really miss you,Grandma.
Oh well,it does sting thinking back again,and THAT particular painful week will always stay inside my heart.I could still remember accompaning you to the doc almost everynight,and sometimes looking at how you have take injections everyday really hit me.Not only that,when i see grandpa watching tv alone in the living room now,and a bed less inside their rooms,it really made me think back at times,when both of them were watching the tv when i came home from school,when i always leid on your bed when taking my clothes.It makes me treasure those times now.
That's why,now,ill treasure every moment with everyone,even if its not a good one,ill treat it as a lesson,and next time when i look back,it shall be a golden lesson.And even if i dont really like a person and have some biasness or what against him/her,ill try to get along,and mind you,i can name out a few now,bleah.Thats how much im treasuring things now,be it fun or sadness,friendship or kinship,poeple or thing,i dont wanna lose them,just yet.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●I want I want!!!
Awww....i want so many things now
I want Subway
I want Sushi
I want Ice cream
I want Buffet
I want Pepper lunch
I want to play Soccer
I want to Travel
I want Freedom
I want........To turn time back....
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Trustworthy
Dang,hate it when i caught flu,and how the hell could i caught it in such freaking hot weather.It just makes me sneeze whole day,sniffing,blowing,and sneezing again.Oh man,when can i learn to take care of myself more.
Ive been always well taken care of,and part of it makes me such a pampered and spoilt child.I wasnt sure if i was being overly protected,sometimes,i do feel i am a too little too dependent.
I want to do things myself yet i screw up all the time,and need people to help clean the shit ive left,and yet,i dont even reall cleaning up for people,its always been them helping me,and not me helping them as far as my memory shows me.
And still,im not sure if im speaking out enough and share everything,and if you know me,you should well know im not the type that just tell any yahoo my stuffs and things.I keep them to myself and untill a point which i really cant take it den i let it out.You can call me a timebomb,but in the past when i treated everyone good,people just took me for granted,it makes me wonder in which place am i to them actually.
People told me stuffs and has been telling me stuffs,and i do believe them,and when im telling you im serious i am,when im telling you things they are real,when im saying thanks its sincere,when im saying sorry its sincere,when im angry i really am,when im saying i miss you i really do,when im saying you are favourite you really are,when im saying i like hanging around with you i really do,and all i just wanted to say is,im not good at expressing myself,but i know,im gradually and slowly pinning up trust to everyone.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
