●Time to grow up already.....
Monday, March 31, 2008
As of today,i'm officially entering the last year of teens,and man,i don't wanna to!!!!It just meant ive gotten older again,and its time to stop being CHILDISH!But you cant blame me,boys will be boys,will dont wanna grow up right,but i think only I will have this thinking,this thinking of...I wanna grow up,but i dont wanna grow up.If you dont understand me,its ok,dont think too much about it,hah.And just like all these years,i spend my birthday alone,im such a lonely and boring man afterall,but at least,ive got my friends who celebrated early for me,and ive got my family who always without fail buy me a cake,so,its not bad afterall.
Anyway,thanks to those who texted me and wished me,and for thos who forgotten its ok,i dont rmb everyone else either,just some special ones whom have been auto saved into my memory stick inside me.
Maybe i should really grow up already,at least i know i wont be naive like i was few years back,at least i know what's wrong and what's right,what should i do and what shouldnt i,well its 1 year older again,and "1 step closer to death again" HAHAH!
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Dreams and Pride
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
"Hold on to your dreams....if you want to become a hero hold on to your dreams.....and your pride too....."I......wanna become a hero as well.....
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Wonderful friends...
Saturday, March 22, 2008
This 100th post couldnt come at a better time,went to sentosa with IT1d,although,it should be called a group outing instead of class outing.Most of them didnt turned up,and i tought we might have had more fun if they had,but still i had a hell of a day.Surprisingly,they even prepared a little something for my upcoming birthday,something i had not received by my friend for ages,a cake,and a present.Tough,i still doubt if that cake was edible,HAHA,and i loved that present,thanks alot.I got creamed all over by them,and behold,the smell of my hair after that was..PHOOF,don even think about it,and i had to carry that smell with me untill i reached home.
Anyway,cheers to those friends of mine who were present
Joanne,Firdaus,Yijuan,Edmund,Szemin,Huimin,Xueqing,Cassandra,Nick,Mervin and lastly Zaki!!!!
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Watch over you
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
As i walk out of home today,and i glazed at the sky like i always do,again,i tought.......If i were to leave this world one day,i wanna be the sky,so that i could watch over everyone i loved in the other world.....
GAH!
I'm craving for so so so many things right now
My wishlist is gettin endless....
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Stop all this suffering....
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Tsk tsk tsk...Hong lei...Hong lei....how many suffering must you endureWhy is it always when i thought everything has ended,it happen again
And when i stopped doing all stupid things,i was forced to do them again
Maybe everything wouldnt be like that if i was willling to speak from the start
Maybe i would have change my own fate
But,i was really happy when i decided not to right
Maybe.......
Just like Cinderella,my true story starts only afer it has ended....
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Just for You
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
After tomorrow,my first year ends,and IT1D will be split as a class,thanks everone for a fun and wonderful year,THANKS MY FRIENDS!This post will be specially dedicated just for you.
Thanks Sisi for your moaning "HEHHHH!!!!!"
Thanks Xinlong for your china wisdom
Thanks Yinghui for your games
Thanks Joanne for accompanying me home all this while
Thanks Yijuan for forgiving me always when i pissed you off
Thanks Sze min for all your songs,and havin to sit beside me
Thanks Huimin for being my short term mama even togh you didnt wanna acknoledge me
Thanks Cassandra for being sushi
Thanks Xueqing for being LAO DA
Thanks Priscilla for being pro at maple,even tough its been so long since we met you
Thanks Mervin for your jokes
Thanks Aida for being the baby of our class
Thanks Firdaus for your "cool uhhh!"
Thanks Isham for being a Man Utd fan
Thanks Zaki for your sacarsm
Thanks Zickie for doin funny things
Thanks Reuben for doing funny things with Zickie
Thanks Javier for your teachins
Thanks Zai for being a handsome dude
Thanks Izza for being so pretty HELLO!
Thanks Atiqah for being Izza friend
Thanks Tufah for being so high class
Thanks Dave for being the "big brother"in our class
Thanks Edmund for being a wonderful rep
Thanks Pearlyn for your constant tips for us
Thanks Jia wen for being the loan shark
Thanks Hui ting for being loan sharks friend
Thanks Nick for your teachings as well
Thanks Daniel for cutting your hair,you look more handsome now
Thanks Ayethi for teaching me how to speak Myanmar language
Thanks Liqin for your cheerful smile,good luck in Poly
Thanks Yingzhen for being one of the powerpuff girls,you should realy speak more
Thanks Tenglong for your wonderful knowledge
Thanks Winson for nothing to thanks
Thanks IT1D
Cheers to everyone
We are gonna split as a class but we arent gonna split as friends right,so yeah,all the best for your last paper tomorrow,GOOD LUCK,AND ALL THE BEST IN EVERONE'S FUTURE!!!
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Forgetfulness...
Monday, March 10, 2008
Hmmm...something slipped my mind....I had forgotten that normal lessons with IT1D are over
And all i had left,is 2 days of exams with them
How time past so fast,it just seems ytd was the orientation,and now,everyone's getting ready for exmas.
All the best for your papers ya all punks and dudes,GOOD LUCK!
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●My stage
Friday, March 7, 2008
"How does it feels,to stand at your own stage"I heard it somewhere,cant remeber it.
I believe everyone has their own "stage",someplace which totally belongs to them,might be on the real stage,soccer field,basketball court,on the streets,in the office,everywhere,a place you truely find yourself.
For quite sometime,ive been looking for my stage,and i think i still hasnt found it.Tried a few times,failed,i really tought i had found it,but i was wrong.
Well,guess i'll just have to keep on looking,and one day,if i find it,i'll surely tell you ya.
Its a promise.
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Wheres the good old days
Monday, March 3, 2008
Suddenly i misses my secondary school days so much la.I miss fooling around the soccer court and basketball court after school
I miss drinking chin chow
I miss speaking chinese during Mdm Tan english class
I miss relieve teacher Miss Tang
I miss relieve/english Mr Lam
I miss eating at 163 after school
I miss Mr Tan PE lessons
I miss joking around even though its lesson time
I miss going to the back seat and sleep during lesson
I miss running around the class when there's no teacher
I miss being chairman of the class(LOL)
I miss my old classmates
I miss getting late for school and has to copy whole bunch of nonsense
I miss doing CWO even though i only did them once
I miss Miss Tan home econ lesson
I miss cleaning the whiteboard
I miss sweeping the floor
I miss 1e4,2e4,3e5,4e5,5a2
I miss the days when i was always being a childish boy even though i might still be now
It's not that i prefer those days then now,its just that school ends late practically everyday,and one day just pass so fast i could did nothing much.I love IT1D thats for sure,you are probably my most loved class now.I have fun,loving,caring,childish,handsome,pretty people around me now.I just miss those secondary school days,when we would just be fooling around more often than we were serious,when we were from a little boy in sec1,to an old antic in sec 5.Ahhh,how i wished,i would have a dream that bring me back to those memories.
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
Oh man,i hate test,i hate exams,theres just too much a whole pile of stuffs to memorise and study.And with this brain of mine,its just too much a job.Seriously,i envy my friends who have good grades,im telling you,this aint any jealousy,i know my own level,and my eyes has always been filled with envy all along.Many always said its weather i want,but i know myself,i know my own standards.
Maybe,i just need someone to push me,someone with influence,someone...i would listen to
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
