●Leap Day
Once every four years,this day only reminds me of World Cup and Euro Championships,which is also an event occuring once every four years,haha,dont laugh ok,boys will be boys.
Ok,few things to ask myself.
Why do i always cant get the things i wanna buy so much?
Why do i always like to do things which are impossible?
Why do i always say im gonna do this and that and end up not doing it?
Why,its all because of my indecisive mind which keep asking should i buy or not,and in the end they were gone,and i end up complaining the whole day
Why,its because of my stupidity and foolishiness which made me perform somethings which can never be done.
Why,just blame it on my own LAZINESS!!
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Fool....
Haha,why do i always want more than what i have?
Stop being a fool HongLei!
Be blessed with what you have already
Hahahahaha!!
On a side note,
I really think the human brain is interesting,things we dosent want to remember always come into mind,things we try hard to remember were always forgotten.And normally,things we remember were false,its just how we want them to turn outand sometimes,its not that we ad forgotten,its just that we choose not to remember.I think,probably its our sub concious mind acting out the work,probably,we just want everything to turn out just fine.
People says you get a flashback only when your life is ending,i wonder how will that look like.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Heehee...
Psssttt...wanna know something?
I'm so so so happy today,and im not gonna tell you,MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
Anyway,today's bowling session was fun,i think if not for soccer,i would have fall in love for it.And i was having hell lots of fun,playing,taking pictures,joking,shouting,oh,and looking at "Mary Jane",heehee.If i had not lost stupid Sze Min by 1 single point,i would have been much happier!
Went down to IMM for dinner with them after that,Mervin did quite alot of shopping,and so did some of them.Just as it seems,today might be the last chance of us having grouped together,i had always wondered how time past so fast,it only seems yesterday was the orientation,and now,we are preparing ourselves for the 2nd year already...gaa...i should stop saying b4 someone cries,hahaha.
Oh and one more thing,im still not gonna tell you why im so happy,BLEAH!!!!
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Weirdness.....
Ha....kinda been thinking and thinking,and alot of things have been storing up again,somehow ive been having this feeling inside myself,this feeling of......weirdness
Sigh.....what have i been doing recently.....
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●When i was young......
Picked my cousin up today,and i was just twiny winnie late,probably 1 or 2 mins,and he was there crying for the 2nd consecutive day.I think maybe he felt a lost of security,seeing all of his classmates leaving except him,and oh well,hes still a young kid.
I could still remember when i was young,i was worse then him i should say,when i was in Kindergarden,i think i cried everyday after mummy left me at school,i would need her to stay by the window and look after me,and untill i finished school,and even when she left a while just to have a coffee,i would be crying already.OK,im a crybaby,fine!All i wanted was having some motherly love,heehee.Untill now,i tink somehow im still being pampered by her,she would call when im late for home,she would buy things for me now and then,she would call home and ask if im feeling better when im sick,and she would even call my supervisor(who is her friend) and ask if im still working when i still hasnt got home when i should.
Ok,enough of baby talk,haha.Alot of test is coming up lately,and im gonna finish my year 1 soon,oh boy,i cant bear to splilt class,really,at least,let those choosing networking be together can?And lastly,im seriously craving for something right now.....SAKAE SUSHI!!!
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Turning mute.........
Can i speak?
There's so many things left unspoken in me
But it dosent matter now,its already to late
Its too late to fight,it ends tonight
Maybe i should just give up
It might be better off this way.......
"Wishing for tomorrow my soul shatters.My pride is shattered.My wing is broken.I can no longer fly."
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Valentine.......
Thanks to Sze Min and Sisi for the chocolates,the chocolate made by Sze Min was great,the class willthink so too.Its been so long since i received chocolates by someone during valentines,i really appreciate,thanks so much.
Went to town with Yuan and co,that ass took 2hours to prepare b4 we could go out.Went to kino,and i saw this Crisis Core book,which really is tempting me now,i should stop thinking about it b4 i do anything rash again,haha.
Supposed to choose our core module for year 2 today,i was quite lost about which should i choose at first,but now,ive choosen networking,and im not gonna change.I was quite interested with multimedia at first,with all the photoshop and webbie thingy,but now,VB is killing me,i really cant understand the codes.At least during networking i still know whats going on,and i really dont wanna split class,i will definetly miss these guys.
P.S
I have alot more things i wanted to say...juz that im too lazy....maybe...
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Heal the World
Read about the Edison Chen scandal this morning,i was surprise when i saw this shocking news,thinking it was fake,i ignored it untill more and more news were out.I could still remember how i admired him during my early days,his handsome cool face,but look at him now,his future looks dark.Its really a wonder how celebs do this kind of things,you see Lindsay going to rehad,Britney going nuts,Paris Hilton jailed,Vannesa anne Hudgens photographing herself.I wonder,if they were just normal people,will they do this kind of things.
On the other side,i dont understand how human can kill their own species so easily.People get killed,murdered,and culprits get their hands full of blood,and yet most of the time get away.News of war were always heard,would this have happened if neither side started the fight.Shouts of Racism were always heard,we might share different skin colous,but arent we humans as well.You see people doing anything just to get what they want,you see bribes among politicians and police,you see all sorts of things going around everyday.
PEACE,a word used so many times,yet it we would never see it.I wonder if theres gonna be a day,when people walking down the street,giving one another a little hug,telling one another how beautiful you look,giving a little smile to one another,showing their love for each other........
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
●Happy Chinese New Year!
Hmmmm...CNY again,red packets,bakwa,pineapple tarts,love letters,sweets,all kind of stuffs come to mind,and of course,reunion dinner with family.Already its the 2nd day,but ive not really been kept busy,lol.
At least,i got get some rest now,having been working after school and everyday for the past 2 weeks or so,ive been getting real tired.That's why i love it when i could sleep all the way till noon for the past 2 days,haha.
Last but not least,i got my long awaited PSP,yeah,Muahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!!
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
