Baka(&)Evil

●NAFA test

NAFA was one thing i hated most,it was never my favourite part of PE lesson,still i had to force myself to do it.

This year was not at all memorable,nor was it unmemorable,it marks the day i first time did 4 pull ups,it wasnt much,but compared to the past 3 years or so,which i could only did 1 or 2,it was something i never had done before.Shocked was i when i let go of the grip,my secret training must have worked out well.The other items was pretty well done too,all except for my 2.4,which i gave up half way.

7 rounds of the track was tough,but i told myself i could do it,but still after so long without running,it was difficult.The 1st round was good,the 2nd wasnt bad,but when it came to the 3rd,i suddenly felt a pain in my right calf,and i knew at once it was cramps.I was halfway trough the 3rd round,and i tried to shook off the injury,and when i started my 4th round,it came back again,this time even more painful,and i knew i was at my limit.So i walked the entire 4th round before giving up,dissapointed with myself,i could only blame myself for being lazy to exercise more.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Yes!!!

Yosh-sha...i got a pretty good result for my CMO class test,and im very happy with it,theres one more coming up in 2 weeks or so,and i surely can do it,yes I CAN DO IT.We had this self-esteem talk yesterday which made me really think i should believe in myself more.

Anyway,what a wet day today,seems Bukit panjang was raining the whole day,it was raining when i went school,and still when i came home.Ying hui came to my house and i played a game he reccommended me,which made me really wanted to study in school with dorms,espicially those in Japan,and when i watched Hanakimi(Jap version)after that,i really really wanted so so much to study in Japan.I know its pretty or surely impossible,but at least dream a while right,haha.

Had been thinking if i should change my blogskin,i cant find much nice ones,and i cant find skins i really wanted to have,maybe i should create one myself next time after i truely mastered dreamweaver,speaking of which,MME class test is tmr,i really should get going now.
Byes

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●"Spring Cleaning"

YO!!!Long time no see,well,2 four letters words may be use to describe me neglecting my blog again,TEST & LAZY.Just had my CMO class test 2 yesterday and Cisco final exam on mon.I passed my Cisco,but probably was abit dissapointed because i tought the answers to questions were correct.For Class test,im pretty confident i would do well,or at least i would pass.

Well,had been cleaning,tidying up my room for the whole afternoon with my Bro,tink the last time we clean the room was during New Year,but everytime we cleaned up,the room would turn back into a pig sty a few weeks later,but this time,im determined to keep it tidy for as long as possible.yes,i can do it,as long as my sis dont throw her things anywhere.It took us about 4-5 hours revamping our room,we switched some furniture around(actually it was only my com),throw bags of rubbish away,sacrificed our nose for the dust,and finally my room was clean once again.Somehow,i really felt the air was much cooler after cleaning,hmm,was it an illusion,haha.

Anyway,there is still a small part yet to be cleared,they are my Bro's stuff,he said he will clear it up when he return.Oh,and there is this someone who dont believe me when i said i was busy in the afternoon,he/she replied a "yaya :p"when i told him/she i was busy,must have tought i was giving an excuse not to look at our project stuffs,nvm,as long as my "liang xin" is clear,i've nothing to hide. Bleah.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Random days.....

Been taking train to school nowadays,and i t took shorter time then 963.Somehow school has been more fun recently,theres much laughter around and much noise in the class,this was something secondary school days dont have,beacuse if we made noise,Miss Tan would appear everytime haha.

Kinship just finished,tmr is the last episode,i really hope that Lynn will die la,and that Hong Hui Fang too,but Mum says there will be part 2,so i think she will still be around.Anyway,this drama has been showing so long,and i tought it has been just a while since it started.Well,just hope there will be a happy ending to the show.

Lazying around since i came home,class ended earlier today so i reached home arnd 12plus.There are test coming up,yet i've been playing so much,the days seems to past so so fast,its been almost half a year since i started ITE,and it will be kinda sad to seperate from my classmates during year 2,they are relly a bunch of nice people,well,this is life.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Kurosagi

"In this world there are three types of swindlers.Those who defraud other people's money,Shirosagi.Those who decieve others by manipulating their feelings,Akasagi.And then,using the Shirosagi and Akasagi as his only sourve of food,the ultimate swindler in history.A swindler of swindlers,Kurosagi."

From Dramawiki:

Yamashita Tomohisa plays Kurosaki, a young man whose family was destroyed by swindlers. Despite that, Kurosaki grows up to become a con artist known as Kurosagi. As Kurosagi, he swindles other con artists and returns the money to the original victim. He works with the master swindler Katsuragi Toshio (Yamazaki Tsutomu) even though Toshio had a hand in the destruction of Kurosaki’s family.
Kurosaki's life begins to change when he meets Yoshikawa Tsurara (Horikita Maki), a young law student who disapproves of his disrespect of the law. Can she persuade Kurosaki to give up swindling and his quest for revenge?

Just finished watching Kurosagi yesterday afternoon,i was really attracted by this show somehow,not only there's my favourite actress(Horikita Maki),and my current favourite actor(Yamashita Tomohisa),i was really awed by the way he was able to swindle others.It might have just been a show,but it really portrayed out humans,probably there arent many swindlers in this world like Yuan said,but if there were swindlers like that,will huamans act this way just for money.As i watched it i really felt for Kurosaki,being lonely,alone for so long,he would definetely be devastated.But at least he was lucky to have met Tsurara.I really wanted to be like him,i would be lonely without family or friends,but,i just wanted to be like him.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

At Richie's house now,just went to watch Secret with him,jx,kenneth and gordon.Was going to Ken's house until he said he didnt want to go home,so i came here for the night.

To the movie,was allright,compared to his previous movies,probably Initial D was abit better.It was kinda funny how a piano could turn out to be such a wonderful love story between him and the acress(Richie said she looked like my cousin).lol.I only had a thinking after the show,why didnt her mother and her teacher believed her,none of them belieed her,ok so it was abit ridiculous to believe her.But if i was her mother,i would believe her,even if she said alien came to earth,i just tought her mum should had at least believe in her.And i think Jay wont be able to return home anymore,but he will be happy definetly,whats more bette then spending your life with your loved one.

I should be sleeping now but im not,im so tired but im not sleepy,Richie's room is like winter,its freaking cold,really.haha.Ok,i think i gonna go now,bye bye.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Saturday night life

Its saturday night,and im at home on my bro's labby.My cousin had came over for dinner,they came every fortnight,and i had to surrender my com and PS2 to them,its ok,as long as they dont trouble me,haha.

Soccer again this morning,i was quite exhausted already from yesterday PE.I played soccer too for the whole lesson.I had a knocked with an opponent,and for a second,i could felt nothing,i couldnt describe the feeling,but i was abit breathless,and i could feel slight pain in my body,i wonder was it the aftereffects of over exhaustion or as it simply because...i was weak.

Anyway,i tried to sleep in the afternoon,it was 330 when i lied on my bed,i dreamt of something about soccer,but couldnt remembered clearly,and when i woke up suddenly,i tought i had slept quite sometime,turned and looked at my clock,it reads 415.WTH,i slept for only 45mins??So i tried to force myself to sleep back,but to no avail.

Watched Kurosagi then,it really made me wonder if there are so many swindlers in this world,if there was,i really would want to learn from them and be 1,haha,evil thinking again huh.Recently had toughts about me being Kurosagi,i wonder if i was a someone like him,a swindler who swindle from swindlers and return the money back to victims,but i really dont think i could be one,haha.But IF i really become 1 in the future,maybe i would meet someone like Tsurara,maybe i would be admired by some but despised by police,but.....im just dreaming yet again huh,hahahaha.

People says life's like drama,but if it was,will i be the lead actor?

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Humans......

I was going for a nap,but ended up rolling about on the bed,i was tired,but i couldnt sleep,so in the end i was facing my ceiling,and a question pop out,"What's the reason that you are living?"

Humans really are unbelievable,interesting,and probably scary people,you will never understand them,just like you will never understand yourself.I go to school everyday with a smile,i dont even know if that's a true smile.I tell myself if something happens,it will turn out fine,i dont even know if i can find a solution.I see humans everyday,connect with them everyday,but can i understand them someday,i dont know.I see people everyday crowding the bus,even if the bus is maxed till the door,they still try to squeeze in.I see people walking along the streets everyday,sometimes i really wonder,are they enjoying their life?

Back to that question,i came across a phrase"You need a reason to live,but you dont need an excuse to die"And i wondered if you dont know the reason for you to live,is that also an excuse for you to die.Some people live for their loved ones,some people live because they love their live,some people live their life for others,some people may live just because for themselves.I was never the type that would sit down and think seriously before acting,sometimes i do things without thinking and end up getting into trouble,but just now i seriously thought about life.I may not found out the real reason im living,but as i grow,probably i would live to find out the answer.Because im still alive,i should precious it,live it to the fullest,and maybe one day,i would finally understand humans.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere