●Tired
Thursday, January 31, 2008
I'm tiredI'm really tired
Tired from all kind of stuffs
I just wanna have a good rest day,where i can be free from everything,and just close my eyes,and go into my own world
A day when i can hang out wif my buds
A day when i can chill out
A day i can do anything i want
A day my mind is blank
A day when there's peace...............
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Let it be.....
Sunday, January 27, 2008
I'm happy now
Or maybe I'm contented now
With what i have
With what i am
At least I'm contented the way it is
At least I'm contented with what i have
What's mine will be mine
What's not will never be
I'm gonna stay awake
And never fall into that imaginary world again
At least.....let it be.....for a little while more......
Just....a little while more......
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●1 life....live it...
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
I was saddened today....not because "mary jane" already had a guy,but because of an uncertainty inside me.At this point of my life,i should already had plans more my future,i should already be dreaming of what i will be.Going 19 soon,this would be my final year as an teenager,but still,im uncertain of my own future.In myself,i still dont know if im living my own life,or am i just living a life i wanted to be.I dont know my own stand,im not really happy with what i am now,im still figuring out my own strenghts,im still trying to find a future for myself,i have so many dreams,but i think all of them are unrealistic.I have so many friends telling me their plans for future,what they will be doing,but me,im still undecisive,at a point where im contracted for at least 1 more year,and i will be left looking for my own future.
At least,something which enlightened me a little,where i saw the M1 motto "1 life....live it".True,we only have 1 live,its up to us how we gonna live it,i might have still not figured out,but for now,at least,im gonna live my life.......to the fullest.
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●That little dream.....
Friday, January 18, 2008
Just a few years back i was already getting all planned for my future,seeing myself opening my own restaurant,being the master chef.I knew it was just a little dream of mine,but it's always up to me weather i want it to come true.Since young,i was always admiring dad when he's cooking,how tasty his food are,and i yearned to follow him one day.Probably because he was my dad,the hero of all childs,i would have been dreaming of a policeman if he was one.So when we(yuan,richie,me) cooked at yuan house yesterday,much toughts of the past came back,i was starting to really think,will i be a good chef one day.Ok,moving on to the cooking,that sucker yuan ran out of salt and didnt even know,and i had to go all the way to Beauty World to get some,which in the end,we cooked from 5plus till 8.I still loved the food in the end,after all i was all done by ourselfs.Now i know,ive always been clinging on to that little dream.......
Oh,i really loved the chicken,heee
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Loveless
Monday, January 14, 2008
"The mysterious Abyss.Thats Goddess's gift.We set on a journey in search of it.With the ripples of water that surface on our hearts,we stand and carry on with the hopeless journey."LOVELESS Chpter 1
Is that really the Goddess gift,my journey will tell..........
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
●Angel's wish....
Friday, January 11, 2008
"Do you know what an Angel dreamed of"To be a Human.......
I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere
