Baka(&)Evil

●Lefty

Imagine this,you are right handed,but you hold the fork on your right hand and spoon on your left.Weird?Well,those around me everyday thinks so,hehe.Actually i dint realise it myself untill they told me.

Left-handed people are more dexterous with their left hands when performing a task and are more skilled.

At the start,im always ben envying left handers,i wanted to be a lefty den a right handed.Yeah,in my eyes they are special,and posseses a special aura.Even when playing soccer,i wanted to be a natural left footer,tried a few times,but it always goes back to my right.And im enving them so much so that i want to "make" my children be left handers,weeheehee.

Anyway,stupid bloody weather has been so bloody hot these few days,i wont be surprised if singapore fall into drought soon.I wanna eat ice creams,lots and lots and lots of ice cream.

Cant wait for F1 coming September

Yahoo for the KFC dinner today!!!!

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●OH ME!!!!!!

Oh man!

My room is so so messy,so much that i cant even find the things im looking for,even when its just a magazine,papers or my cap,darn,hate myself for not tidying my room often.But but,its not like i dont want,everytime when i tidy up,it turns messy again few days later,guess this happens when you are sharing room with your brother and sister,the room is just so packed with so much books and stationery and bags and everything.Even my computer table is full of stuffs when im using it now.

Sometimes when it gets worse,i couldnt even find the TV remote,my keys,charger,my games,discs,den theres clothes lying here and dere,the bed's undone,anything you would see from a typical BOY'S room.

And,even when mummy nags the whole time,bro saying "room is so messy" time to time,i think its always always down to the laziness in me,i think we are superb having able to sleep and stay in such a room for sooooooooooooooo long,heehee.

ARGH!!! And i still cant find my cap :(

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
Today's a happy day,and you DUMBASS JOANNE,im telling you first its not because of what happen in the morning,i hate you all for doing and saying all those craps uh! Bleah!! I must make sure to get my revenge,muahahahaha!!!

Hmm,why happy,coz for the past 2 days,ive been able to finish my assignments and test easily and quickly,plus with the help of people of course,hee,at least im starting to do stuffs,and im slowly making a comeback,muahahahahahaha.At least unlike last week,nothing in class interest me,i did things halfway,but these 2 days,im been doing things,listening in class,having fun creating things,at least,abit of fun and interest in it,heehee.

And and,to Joanne,stop laughing at me you cruel woman,my blush was thick coz it was totall embarressement ok.Dont force me to give the silent treatment again ah!!!
BLEAH!!!
HAHAHA!!!!

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Being Honest

Sigh,i didnt wanna say this but,if things dont get any better,i might not be able to take it anymore.And,my real face isnt like that smile,probably more of a false one.But i dont wanna give up,i must climb up,people fall,but they should pick themselves up,they need others to stretch their hands out and pull them up,yet they should get back on their feet themselves.But,in the end its up to us,wheather we choose to stand up on our own,or grab the lending hand.Which of the option will you choose.

Im not those that can pick myself up easily,yet i dont want to be over depending on others,sigh,how undecsisve can i get.Just like what someone told me,im not comfortable at the moment,i seriously need a turning point,get back some motivation which would make me move on,and slowly,climb back up to the top.Many times in life,people look back and regret,but can you turn time back,you cant wish for a good sleep and wake up finding yourself a year back or what.Moving forward is hard and painful,but isnt it more painful if you choose to stay in one spot and dont move.

Tsk tsk tsk,move on Honglei,once this is all over,you can live your life a whole lot easier again,you can get a huge weight off you,you will feel lighter,you dont have to put on that false smile,and get your brain to think so much,get over it soon.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●The Pride of Asian

I remember the first time when i heard the news of Man utd signing Park Ji Sung,i wasnt convinced at that time he was gonna be featuring alot of the club,probably much more to gain sales of shirts in Asia instead,im sure many others had the same tought.Yet now,he is an important part of Man utd,his tireless runs on the pitch,unlimited energy and wonderful work rate earned him the nickname "3 lung Park",and he surely deserves what he as achieved now.

As a Man utd fan,i tend to follow Ronaldo more,but now Park has become more than a player i watch to me.He is a role model to me,and to every Asian boys,he is an idol now,i look up to him and i believe more Asians will be up there in the coming years.I remembered the match against Lille,i didnt watch it,but it was a moment every Asians should be proud of,when he came on for Giggs,he took over the captain's armband,and without any emotion,just concentration and focusing,he slid the armband up his left arm for the remaining minutes of the match,i could watch the video over and over,the scene was absolute inspiring.

Always,when i was watching Man utd match,i would think what is it like to be playing in that stadium,how does it feels like to hear the fans chanting your name,playing together with world class players,scoring a goal and showing off what you have in front of the TV.I wonder if i will have the chance to at least stand on there for once.

I hope he stays in United for the rest of his career,and one day being the permernant captain of the club,then i believe all the kids playing soccer not only in Korea,but all over Asia will be looking up to him.

Park Ji-Sung....The Pride of Asians.....

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Lights out

And so it seems,that glimmer of hope wont be shining afterall,thanks for EVERY single one who helped me out,even tough some of u guys said that it was unfair to me,yet i still felt,it was my fault for not having put in more effort.So dont get down,we will be in diff class,yet still we can meet often.

This was probably the same during my sec2 streaming,when most of my close friends went to a diff class from me.at least that time was still ok,we have same break times,and could go home together after school,but its diff this time round,we dont get to meet as we like,we have a total diff timetable,and to add on,most of our break times arent identical.

But just like what Jojo said,at least we fought,and tried,and if it dosent work we can only accept whats given to us,and make the best out of it.Today's a day hard to come by,going home with Jojo was amost a routine for me before,i wonder when will the next time we will be going home together again.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Sigh

My current mood is indescribable,its scary,saddening,mortifying,dissapointing,and probably confusing.

But,i could only fault myself again,always,for not putting enough effort or hard work.It was probably more difficult to handle more than i expected.

How i wish,that glimmer of hope would shine on me

Sigh..........

Ore.....kanashii na....

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●True friends

Sitting down on the dining table of a friend of mine,together with 7 others,having a steamboat dinner was the best,espicially when it might be only 1 in the coming year or 2 with those buds of mine.Xiong and Yuan would be goin NS tmr and Fri respectively,it might be quite some times before we can gather again.

I might get lonely from now on,since Richie's the only one left,but he will be busy,Jun and co will also be with their attachment coming soon,which is why,yesterday was 1 of few days i wanted the time to stop forever.We shared laughters all day,played whole night,and totally enjoyed ourselfs.

These group of guys,having knew each other from the earliest years of our secondary school,those 3 fools were always there to provide me fun,and the girls were real friends who knew us well.Its hard to meet people with common interest,common hobbies,common foolish thinking,common act of childisness,and common understanding between each other.That is why not only them,but the mates from sec3/4 the peeps from sec 5 and of course IT1d,you guys will always be my friends,friends i'll never forget,friends i'll keep them someplace in my heart forever.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●Real un-cool

"You did something real cool!"
"Omai kakoii!"

Ha,i really wanted to hear that from people,well it cant be help tough.I'm always doin stupid stuffs here and there,thants why even Sze min named me BAKA(stupid) Honglei,hah!Up till now,i think i haven even done 1 really cool stuff.
I believe a certain day will come,a certain day when i really did something cool,something which will make people fall in love with me,haha,something which will earn praises from everyone,something i would be proud of myself.
Untill then,it will always be Baka Honglei moments!

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

●TO HELL!!!!!!!

DAMN!!!!
Seriously,i hate myself,im dissapointed with me
I'm angry with myself
AARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I need some time alone..........

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere