●Trustworthy
Dang,hate it when i caught flu,and how the hell could i caught it in such freaking hot weather.It just makes me sneeze whole day,sniffing,blowing,and sneezing again.Oh man,when can i learn to take care of myself more.
Ive been always well taken care of,and part of it makes me such a pampered and spoilt child.I wasnt sure if i was being overly protected,sometimes,i do feel i am a too little too dependent.
I want to do things myself yet i screw up all the time,and need people to help clean the shit ive left,and yet,i dont even reall cleaning up for people,its always been them helping me,and not me helping them as far as my memory shows me.
And still,im not sure if im speaking out enough and share everything,and if you know me,you should well know im not the type that just tell any yahoo my stuffs and things.I keep them to myself and untill a point which i really cant take it den i let it out.You can call me a timebomb,but in the past when i treated everyone good,people just took me for granted,it makes me wonder in which place am i to them actually.
People told me stuffs and has been telling me stuffs,and i do believe them,and when im telling you im serious i am,when im telling you things they are real,when im saying thanks its sincere,when im saying sorry its sincere,when im angry i really am,when im saying i miss you i really do,when im saying you are favourite you really are,when im saying i like hanging around with you i really do,and all i just wanted to say is,im not good at expressing myself,but i know,im gradually and slowly pinning up trust to everyone.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere