●I still miss you...
When i dreamt of you last night,holding your hand like i used to when helping you move around,and that smile of yours looking at me,i knew you were missing me,and of course everyone.Its been quite sometime already,but still,i really miss you,Grandma.
Oh well,it does sting thinking back again,and THAT particular painful week will always stay inside my heart.I could still remember accompaning you to the doc almost everynight,and sometimes looking at how you have take injections everyday really hit me.Not only that,when i see grandpa watching tv alone in the living room now,and a bed less inside their rooms,it really made me think back at times,when both of them were watching the tv when i came home from school,when i always leid on your bed when taking my clothes.It makes me treasure those times now.
That's why,now,ill treasure every moment with everyone,even if its not a good one,ill treat it as a lesson,and next time when i look back,it shall be a golden lesson.And even if i dont really like a person and have some biasness or what against him/her,ill try to get along,and mind you,i can name out a few now,bleah.Thats how much im treasuring things now,be it fun or sadness,friendship or kinship,poeple or thing,i dont wanna lose them,just yet.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere