●Being Honest
Sigh,i didnt wanna say this but,if things dont get any better,i might not be able to take it anymore.And,my real face isnt like that smile,probably more of a false one.But i dont wanna give up,i must climb up,people fall,but they should pick themselves up,they need others to stretch their hands out and pull them up,yet they should get back on their feet themselves.But,in the end its up to us,wheather we choose to stand up on our own,or grab the lending hand.Which of the option will you choose.
Im not those that can pick myself up easily,yet i dont want to be over depending on others,sigh,how undecsisve can i get.Just like what someone told me,im not comfortable at the moment,i seriously need a turning point,get back some motivation which would make me move on,and slowly,climb back up to the top.Many times in life,people look back and regret,but can you turn time back,you cant wish for a good sleep and wake up finding yourself a year back or what.Moving forward is hard and painful,but isnt it more painful if you choose to stay in one spot and dont move.
Tsk tsk tsk,move on Honglei,once this is all over,you can live your life a whole lot easier again,you can get a huge weight off you,you will feel lighter,you dont have to put on that false smile,and get your brain to think so much,get over it soon.
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere