I was saddened today....not because "mary jane" already had a guy,but because of an uncertainty inside me.At this point of my life,i should already had plans more my future,i should already be dreaming of what i will be.Going 19 soon,this would be my final year as an teenager,but still,im uncertain of my own future.

In myself,i still dont know if im living my own life,or am i just living a life i wanted to be.I dont know my own stand,im not really happy with what i am now,im still figuring out my own strenghts,im still trying to find a future for myself,i have so many dreams,but i think all of them are unrealistic.I have so many friends telling me their plans for future,what they will be doing,but me,im still undecisive,at a point where im contracted for at least 1 more year,and i will be left looking for my own future.

At least,something which enlightened me a little,where i saw the M1 motto "1 life....live it".True,we only have 1 live,its up to us how we gonna live it,i might have still not figured out,but for now,at least,im gonna live my life.......to the fullest.

I think I'm moving, , but I go nowhere

Zheng Honglei
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Bday(31/03/89)
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